Not a good relastionship is what my mother tells mei exsplain that he hurts me or i hurt myself causing him pain.
some times i'm so blind that i don't see it. I get so depressed i threaten to do things i don't mean to do causing him harm.
hurting him is something i won't do, i love him to much to breath with out him. i live for him no one else just him my love, my joy.
he is the reason i cry, the reason, i love and the reason i love.
my mom thought i had him on a short leash but it's not true i'm the one on the leash and it's not a leash, it's a chock chain and i'm turning blue.
his friends probably hate me, i wouldn't be surprized . but though through everything i did today and probably will do in the future if he'll have me i love him.
And Russell I'm Sorry and i love you.